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Yes im back again my little friends
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[24 Oct 2004|05:37pm] |
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ok, im kicking everybody out of this fucking journal so comment to be added close friends only. and add ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) __date_rape
-#2
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[13 Sep 2004|06:13pm] |
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Yea couldnt even start were things went wrong today, but i'll just bitch in my other journal and save you all the reading time unless you want to know, so add ____44_caliber <3
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[12 Sep 2004|08:00pm] |
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Im just now laying back and taking in the music power of the smiths. Simply amazing, i never want it to stop playing. Kinda wish i did more this weekend. Call me tomorrow to hangout<3
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[12 Sep 2004|05:39pm] |
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Ok first time being home since 6:40 A.M of friday. So just by what i said it was a good weekend. This is going to be long i think, sorry.
Friday-After school and didnt end until 9 (smoking hours).
Ryan, Billy, Colin, and I were smoking at the fence so me and ryan smoked a bowl to ourselves cause it was our weed. A cop drives up the black path. He stops starts talking to us, then he says empty your pockets. Ryan has 2gs in his hand that cop doesnt notice the whole time as he searchs Ryan. The he searchs me finds nothing, But just before he gets to billy he gets another call that kids were running from the skatepark. If he searched billys bag we would have been fucked. 1g, a bowl, and it smells like straight up weed. So we really lucked out.
Saturday-We just smoked, but i was on the edge of passing out, really fun day and night.
Sunday-Band practice.
I still have a shit load of homework but i lost my bag with it all in it, so im fucked. Im gone for now, farewell meat lovers!!!<3
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[06 Sep 2004|09:00pm] |
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Family guy (god i love that show) |
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Tell me whats so perfect about my life for everyone to be saying that lately? <3
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[05 Sep 2004|10:39am] |
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My new journal is fucked up so if anyone wants to fix it for me, they can do what ever the fuck they want to with it, comment please <3
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[05 Sep 2004|10:16am] |
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[05 Sep 2004|09:28am] |
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44. Caliber Lover Letter- Alexisonfire |
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Hell fucking yea for a good weekend. 3 nights in a row drinking, and it all cought up to me this morning.Now today and tomorrow have to atleast be as good, or that wouldnt be very good at all.
farwell meat lovers<3
p.s Im in two bands tell me which one to go with. <3
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[03 Sep 2004|01:30pm] |
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Alexisonfire- Get fighted |
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Boobies :) <3
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[01 Sep 2004|08:08pm] |
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Alexisonfire- Little girls pointing and laug |
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IM so fuck bored:
A list of reasons why you left me
Out here on my own free will
Dont expect me to come running back to you
With continuous apologizes
So just run way from here you really want to
Leave me out here on my own
No bothers to see if i am alive
No power to come back to you
In a hail of sparks you left me out with open wounds
I should thank you for the reasons i never stayed
But the one thing i never got was to be afraid of you
Im not waiting for your return
If you can find me you have every right to stay
But with a lost will and tamer who just doesnt quite
It will never work you dont know what to hit
Your gone leaving me forever
I dont ever want you back
Nor to see your face again
Unless you give back my heart
Give back my heart to me
So just run way from here you really want to
Leave me out here on my own
No bothers to see if i am alive
No power to come back to you
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[31 Aug 2004|10:02pm] |
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Alexisonfire |
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What a beautiful day nothing less to say
Words made in my head but dont quite reach the mouth to be said
Nothing is right nothing is wrong i dont know whats going on
But i dont care cause i got you in my arms
Help me out im feeling dizzy cant get my feet under me
I keep stumbling over my words sorry for my shy instantses
You dont know what to do with me, you dont know if im here for you
Or what am i doing i dont know that either
So just sleeping in nothing the think about hoping awake next to you
Dont think less of it cause you know what i want cause all i want is to have you by my side
Watching over my every move just dont comment
Help me help me im loosing my head some loose screws all over the floor
Dont sit there and act like you dont know me
Remember the days when we'd stare just for hours into our eyes
Hoping one would crack but nothing happened
Instead of playing the game i got lost
Help me out im feeling dizzy cant get my feet under me
I keep stumbling over my words sorry for my shy instantses
You dont know what to do with me, you dont know if im here for you
Or what am i doing i dont know that either (3x)
I have no life, i have like a trigillion things of lyrics i've wrote, and one day im putting them all into one journal to piss everyone off, but not until i totally want to crash my computer
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[31 Aug 2004|06:23pm] |
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Control- Alexisonfire |
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Hey meat lovers, Today was pretty shitty. I have STILL a shit load of homework, everyone wouldnt stop fucking touching my nipples(mainly guys), Some girl need me in the balls but i got her back with silly string:), and im geting sexually asulted by two girls in my english class. Welcome to highschool right?
But i made a friend his name is Jack, really layed back cool kid.
I've already been geting people telling me who to ask to homecoming. I dont know even if im going. But yea fuck everything i've done in the past, so just get off my fucking back adam!!Im kinda geting back into writing again but not like papers more towards lyrics. But thats all for now, farewell meat lovers!!<3
p.s- someone please help me make this into a friends only journal!! <3
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[30 Aug 2004|10:13pm] |
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I went from a pissed off mood, to a happy mood, and i have lyrics to back it up so just post if you want me to post them. And i finished my homework, but i have to wake up at like 6 otmorrow cause of some gay ass reason
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[30 Aug 2004|06:52pm] |
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Secret machines- Nowhere again |
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Ok so i was really bored last night, and i guess i had something to write about, it doesnt show it to much unless you know me like you'd know your family. So hear are some lyrics that i wrote last night:
No reasons to stay
Just hear for novelty purposes
That help me pay for the human rat race
Working all night and working all day
At minimum wage
So i can stay above the poverty line
Nothing is right with the world of tomorrow
Everything has gone out of my way
All i ever wanted and needed
Is in one package i just have to pay
Walking away from the problems i once had
Just so they can come back to haunt me again
Some other day
Leaving my symptoms with other people now
Dont worry about it
Just take it as a rain check
I'll come back to the day that you helped me here
To marvel the process
That takes my problems away
Nothing is right with the world of tomorrow
Everything has gone out of my way
All i ever wanted and ever needed
Is in one package i just have to pay
Nothing is simple
Nothing is right
Just an empty feeling
Try and sleep tonight
Leaving my symptoms with other people now
Dont worry about it
Just take it as a rain check
I'll come back to the day that you helped me
To marvel the process
That takes away my problems
Just dont turn back again
Nothing is right with the world of tomorrow
Everything has gone out of my way
All i ever wanted and ever needed
Is in one package i just have to pay
Yea and i met a kid thats really cool today in gym his name was jack, i think someone knows him.
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[29 Aug 2004|09:47pm] |
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The sounds of my bass |
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I guess im having one of those days were everything i can fuck up i do. Or atleast i think i do, when im hyper i say things that i would be to shy to say if i wasnt, so sometiems it gets me into trouble, but i'd rather say what i want to then be held back by fucking boundeies. So Yea i think i fucked things up between me and this girl who i dont really htink liked me in the first place. And i really hurt my hand so breakdancing is on a pause which sucks big time. And i broke my skates, but im really confused, but also glad that i said all i need to get out to her. I think she knows that its her. Maybe?
IM SUCH A FUCKING FUCK IM, I SUCK AT LIFE, NO REASON TO KEEP TRYING ANYTHING, IM JUST GOING TO SIT AT HOME!!!! FUCK ME IN MY ASSHOLE DAMN I SUCK AT LIFE.
But im out for now. So until next time. Farewell meat lovers <3
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[29 Aug 2004|06:35pm] |
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Side walk when she walks- Alexisonfire |
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Just another boring fucking day in nowheresvill. Kinda wish i did something, Last night was fun, i helped mike fix his car and it took about all night it may sound gay but i liked it. Today we woke up and mike went to drive me home and his car wouldnt start that piece of shit, but then we fixed it again, i love that piece of shit.
Kinda dont want to do my homework, so im not going to, mainly cause its still at school. I kinda feel like sleeping, but i dont have the energy to walk that far. Which is pretty sad cause i can touch my bed from were im sitting. Fuck 6:30 in the morning, i didnt even no it existed until this year. But i got a joke for you joke lovers out there.
How did the telephone propose to his girlfriend?
He gave her a ring. :)
But im going to go and mosey on to my bed. Farewell meat lovers <3
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[28 Aug 2004|12:50pm] |
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The Center Of the World- Bright Eyes |
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Bored, nothing to do, really lazy, and i wish i was somewere else. But tonight better get better or im not going to do anything. FUCKING NIPPLES
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[27 Aug 2004|09:41pm] |
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Haligh, Haligh, A lie, Haligh - Bright eyes |
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My schedule goes like this for all those dumbass who dont know if im in there class yet, and those who just want to see it.
1. Advisory Treptow
2. Algebra I Companey
3. Biology Clark
4. Option
5. P.E
6. French Adams
7. World Geography Knopp
8 Option
9. Englist I Perkins
Yea pretty gay i know, but still i do nothing all day, and my mom thinks im going to try, wish i was high right now but that bastard smoked it by himself. FUCKER!!!<3
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[27 Aug 2004|02:04am] |
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I cant fucking sleep!!!
School is going to be really bad today.
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[26 Aug 2004|07:08pm] |
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money-pink floyd |
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Ok so i've noticed im not a morning person, and its even worse when i have six people saying my name from different sides, really confusing at 7:30. But still i had an ok day of school.
Highschool seems just like middle school which was nothing like anything else, but work is work and im still not going to do it unless im forced or i do it in one of 2 options that everyones pissed that i have.
Nobody in any of my classes besides french and bio, maybe english but that doesnt count cuase the teachers a pregnant bitch. But all in all this year is going to suck. And i have to get up everyday for the next 3 months at 6. But still its school i just want it over with, and the sooner the better. Im just not look forward to the homework. But its going to be really different cuase to many people, and im not a big talker unless you start a conversation, so troubles start there, and a lot of people just wont understand that i cant sit still so i have to move and make weird faces, Ms. Adams will understand that she had my brother. So now my name is little Bill in that class or Pierre, But thats besides the point,Im out for now, farewell
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